Gavin Degraw - Jealous Guy lyrics I was dreaming of the past, And my heart was beating fast. I began to loose control, I began to loose control. I didn't mean to hurt you, Im sorry that I made you cry. I didn't want to hurt you, I'm just a jealous guy. I was feeling insecure, you might not love me anymore. I was shivering inside, I was shivering inside. I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry that I made you cry. I didn't want to hurt you, no I didnt, I'm just a jealous guy. .............................. this is the song i was listening to today.. when i was sitting alone in my room in the thoughts of the hopeless days that surrounds me too much these days...the words are soothing.. and the music is smooth... it may have been the lyrics of a male singer expressing his thoughts.. but it relates to me .. the experience of feeling something like that about a guy...(though I would like to replace the "jealous guy" to 'lonely girl')... I dont know.. This song reminds me of the time i had before I had started to slip into my lonely times... and days... Its all around me. I dont know why.. but now.. getting close to ppl scares me.I get uncomfortable, uneasy... I think I know what the problem is,I am scared that I'll lose myself...if that person whom I am close to, abandons me. In any relationship, I am the more giving, generous, understanding and more passionate person... but it breaks my heart that I don't get the same effort in return... cold ppl turn me off like anything. But i cant avoid them.. they are everywhere like a plague. I dont blame any1...I think i am meant to go though this phase.But I dont know how i am make it through this. I cry a lot these days... it jus because there's jus too much pain to store and i to give it away from my body..and i think i am losing my mind.I am losing hope in ppl.if I stay in this black-hole for too long... i think i won't leave this place as the same person that had come here.