the tiny hope

today is a better day then yesterday.. yesterday it was very hard for me to take the bitter and harsh way of life... 2day,even though the reason of the pain is still present and haunts me .. I've become more used to it... it's like feeling,I have to face it no matter what.. I used to be a hell lot scared, but its getting OK now.. I am feeling better and more optimistic to face the pain I've been fighting for so long... it's much calmer and peaceful when you accept things in life that you can't change.. AS for me, I know.. I have something that's been causing me a lot of pain.. but I can't do anything to make it go away... so, I feel much calmer and relaxed knowing that I've learnt to accept it.. and that my life is not going to be as comfortable as I had much wanted it to be......